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♥ 9:27 PM

hello.
had many free periods today.
just slacked in sch today.

went to yokeling's house to bake cupcakes and cookies for teachers.
but the cupcakes end up in a failure.
so we last min quickly go buy plain flour and butter to bake cookies instead.
ate the failed cupcakes until i can't eat my dinner when i reach home.
just don't felt like eating la.
then i completely forgot about it and i just ate just now at 9.20pm! =P
hahas.
we have indeed made a mess in yokeling's kitchen but we certainly have great fun.
and laughter too. :D hahas.

can't wait tmr cos going back holy but when i thought of saturday,
i just dun wanna saturday to come so fast.
going to have cell bonding which i've always look forward to but not now.
i really dun felt like going cos no one accompany me.
somemore is overnight one!
arghh. i think my nightmare has come. my lonely saturday night in church.
i've always loved to sleepover in church cos i like it(of course.)
but now.
i kinda hate it.
somemore nid 1pm reach there lehh.
i think it's quite early but nvm. i'm going alone again for extra hours.
haiz. dun felt like going~ i rather stay at home and watch tv.
which i'm going to miss my fave show if i go!
SHIT!
is LAST EPISODE!
AHHHHHHHHH!
can i say i dun wan go?!!!
ROARRR.
God's torturing me.
maybe He's just want to put me through a test.
i kinda ren ming le but i still hope there's no such thing happening to me! ):
i found out that i only dare to talk to people(in church) when i'm with sixuan.
but now no sixuan, no talk. no sound is going to come out from my throat.
haiz.
i hope someone can save me! i hate loneliness but i just dun dare to talk to people first!
*WAIL!*
HELP!!! )))):

S.O.S.

{ maybe i shld eat more failed cupcakes tmr until i got sore throat then i can don't go. sounds great? hahas. }